There is so much loathing in myself for some people. I've tried to think positive , i tried to let them be , i tried not to care but then there's nothing changed . Those abhorrence keep thickening. I wish i can get rid them off. I don't want to be a vindictive person anymore. I want to be that person who always forgave others eventually no matter how hurt I was. Somehow i think i should treat them the same way they've treated me. Then maybe they will understand how much it hurts. I want to restart my life. I want to set myself free from these things. Deep down , i know it is not the right way. I want a fresh start. With that soon as this post ends , i hope my grudge , my hatred are gone. 

" Forgive people so that perhaps Allah may forgive you "